If only we'd stop trying to be happy we'd have a pretty good time.
I miss being so easily entertained.
Now I am only seriously entertained by the entertainment of others.
I can't remember the last time I laughed like this.
Seriously though. I don't laugh all that much anymore. I think it has something to do with the big thick no-nonsense armor I put on when I feel threatened...or am surrounded by idiots....or am surrounded by threatening idiots who tend to be bigger and taller and generally more likable than myself.
So, I will now just list a few dorky, girly things I like under all this armor and will deny if you confront me in person.
Fluffy Pink Flamingos
Lacey Silky Things
Big Poofy Skirts
Mirrors (I don't know why I like mirrors. I don't think I'm particularly attractive, but for some reason I just find them really soothing.)
Jumping up and down
Giggling! OH THE GIGGLING! I miss you the most.
Shiny Lip Gloss
CUTE FLUFFY HAMSTERS. OH MY GOSH. I suddenly craved a Hamster when I found this. ( The moment I saw you on that piano, eating that popcorn, I knew you were no ordinary hamster.)
Smiling at people
The color red
the color pink
watching my skirts make pretty shapes when I spin
When I think no one is looking or I am with friends who I feel safe with, I like to slide on the ice
I like talking to myself
I also like unicorns ( which I sadly know are not real...)
Reading for Leisure
Pretty smelling perfume
Being completely relaxed and trusting another human being completely (I think the last time I did that I was like in the third grade)
Graphic Novels ( I know right...I know...like Persepolis)
Glitter Nail Polish
Pretty Bodies of Water
Romantic Movies and Books
Imagining that I can kick trash
rolling around on my bed
Dancing like a lunatic in my room to loud music ( happens a lot...happens a lot)
Macaroni and Cheese ( shaped...it has to be shaped)
Sleeping on the couch
...I'll think of more later when I decide I am taking things too seriously and I need to chill.
Good things that happened today.
An undisclosed amount of money was inserted into my account from BYU. Whao.
I found all my textbooks online for cheaper than at the bookstore.
It was SNOWING!
I had all the warm clothes I needed.
The snow was in really big crystals so that I could see the individual shapes.
I played catchphrase with my friends.
I got to read for fun.
I ate a yummy sandwich for lunch.
There was a sale on really nice leather-bound file dividers so I bought five. They are very pretty.
Someone compleminted my hat.
I skipped and slid home and didn't fall down once! HA! I laugh at the fates!
( close call one time though)
I went to bed early...just now. Because I'm tired yo.
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